God, sometimes I don’t have what it takes. I don’t have the gumption to get things done, the creativity to produce, the Stuff to make things happen. Sometimes it’s just not there.
Help me accept this, as you accept me. Give me faith to simply be in the present moment, and know that I am your Beloved. Give me the grace to be present, attentive and loving.
I ask your help and trust your mercy. Amen.
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No gumption __________________ Steve Garnaas-Holmes Unfolding Light www.unfoldinglight.net
Einstein told us: matter is just energy holding still.
Light is the energy of God, which is love moving.
“Let there be light,” God said, and you were conceived. You are love made matter, Word made flesh, the light of God, the light of Being, momentarily here in this form, shining, radiating God.
You don’t need to produce it or generate it. It’s who you are. When you are truly yourself
it shines.
The world sparkles with people walking around gleaming. Even on our deathbeds, we glow.
Trust your light. Give thanks. Open the shutters of your lantern.
Let your light so shine before others, that they may see by it, and glorify God.
God of Mercy, open my eyes to your goodness. Open my eyes to the other stuff, too. Keep me aware of the injustice that is around me, the signs of oppression, the victims of hate. Keep me always mindful that I am capable of evil. Help me be honest about my complicity in systems that blame, exploit, dehumanize or exclude people. Rather than say “Never again!”—as if it lies the future— help me be aware of the present moment and how I can stand today with the vulnerable, and against injustice. Each moment is a choice. Be with me in my choosing.