Dearly Beloved,
Grace and Peace to you.
         
         
         

Out of your broken heart
love leaks everywhere
light escaping
a river of grace
flows into the desert
         

In your damaged hands
life trembles
flutters
dries its wings
         

When we are wounded
God seeps out
a never-ending spring
         

You sigh your despair
an unreadable scripture
Even you do not know
what you mean
         

these cries of God
         

         

         
         
Deep Blessings,
Pastor Steve

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Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

         
         
Holy God, Outrageous Mystery, help us!
You who establish the earth and yet make it tremble,
grant us stability— and shake us up for the sake of love.
You who give your commandments,
make us obey— and replace all obedience with compassion.
You for whom we build our temples—
tear them down until only mercy remains.
We who think we know, who think we have enough to offer,
come before you with nothing,
and you receive us with grace.
O Holy One, foolishly crucified, powerless among us,
destroy our wisdom and knowledge and power,
with all their hidden faults,
that we may die with Christ,
and be raised up to new life
in the grace of your Spirit alone.
Amen.

         
         

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Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

Dearly Beloved,
Grace and Peace to you.
         
         
Jesus answered them, “Destroy this temple,
         and in three days I will raise it up.”
                  —John 2. 18-19

                  •

Demolish this building
         and experience God.

                  •

Destroy my body
         and I will rise from the dead.

                  •

Destroy who you think I am
         and who I am will appear.

                  •

Convert your religion
         and truly worship.

                  •

Stop making up for the past
         and let God be present.

                  •

Take away my accomplishments
         and my love will remain.

                  •

Stop placing the holy here
         and it will be here.

                  •

Look beyond the visible
         and the invisible will astound you.

                  •

Abandon what is rigid
         and what is alive will blossom.

                  •

Surrender your life
         and life will come to you.

         
         
Deep Blessings,
Pastor Steve

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Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

Dearly Beloved,
Grace and Peace to you.

In the temple he found people selling cattle, sheep, and doves, and the money changers seated at their tables. Making a whip of cords, he drove all of them out of the temple, both the sheep and the cattle. He also poured out the coins of the money changers and overturned their tables. He told those who were selling the doves, “Take these things out of here! Stop making my Father’s house a marketplace!”
— John 2.14-16

You come before God with nothing.
No coins of accomplishment,
no doves of contrition,
nothing adequate to satisfy God.
No one’s loss, even cattle and sheep,
can save you,
no theft can pay back your theft,
no violence cover your violence,
no fracture replace your brokenness.
You come before God naked
and empty-handed.
No invocation can uphold you,
no offering present you,
no chant or incantation protect you.

The temple is empty.
The temple is silence.
The temple is presence.

With no reason
the Loving One receives you
and holds you
in perfect stillness.

Deep Blessings,
Pastor Steve

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Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

Dearly Beloved,
Grace and Peace to you.
         
         

Shadows open their eyes
         and cast unseeing
                  dark across my movements.

I didn’t even know that
         somewhere buried in here
                  is light.

The axe murderer,
         not knowing why, chops
                  wood and gives it away.

Under the snow
         so many tender living things,
                  waiting.

         
         
         
Deep Blessings,
Pastor Steve

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Unfolding Light
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Dearly Beloved,
Grace and Peace to you.

         

He was in the wilderness forty days,
tempted by Satan.
—Mark 1.13

         

You who shadow me
you are the part of me
that is afraid to be me

the part who does not believe
in who I am
or trust that it is enough

Anxious One, always needing
needing to prove
needing to possess

I will hear you
for I cannot silence you
But I will not obey

I will sit with you, still
I will learn to walk through you
like a shadow

For I too have my secrets
hidden in plain sight:
I am not alone

Spirit fills me
Christ accompanies me
You have no power

I Am
this is sufficient
and God’s doing, not yours or mine

Dear Shadow, poor thing
come sit with me
and be at peace.

         

Deep Blessings,
Pastor Steve

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Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

God of Love,
God of Abraham’s wonder and Sarah’s laughter,
bear us in the heart of your hope;
birth us from the womb of your sacrifice;
hold us in the arms of your Covenant.
May your self-giving, which is our life,
give us gratitude for your grace,
courage to serve those who suffer,
and trust that we shall die and be raised
by the power of your love alone.
Gracious God, you who suffer for us
more deeply than we can imagine,
may we live and love faithfully
in the name of Christ. Amen.

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Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

Dearly Beloved,
Grace and Peace to you.
         
         
         
         Those who want to save their life will lose it,
         and those who lose their life for my sake,
         and for the sake of the gospel, will save it.
                  —Mark 8. 35

         
What you can hang onto
is the corpse.
What is life
is freely given.

         
         •

You are the cocoon;
love is the butterfly.
Which will you be?

         
         •

Life is what you receive
when you’ve given yours away in love.

         
         •

It’s when you sing the song
that it becomes beautiful.

         
         
         
Deep Blessings,
Pastor Steve

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Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

Dearly Beloved,Grace and Peace to you.
         
         

Meditate slowly on these words.

Jesus said: Deny yourself
and take up your cross
and follow me.
—Mark 8. 34-37
         
         
         

Renounce the illusion that you are an isolated self

contained in your body alone.

Beloved, you live in God, and are a part of God,

a member of Christ’s body.

The Spirit in you is in all people,

with whom, in that Spirit, you are one.

Enlarge your loyalty from that illusory little “self”

to the whole.
         
         
         

Let the indwelling Spirit expand your heart

with God’s compassion,

compassion for all people.

In this loving kindness, be mindful

that you are given the willingness

to love all people, no matter the cost,

and even to suffer for them for the sake of love,

since your life is greater than your comfort.
         
         
         

In your willingness to suffer with others,

you are with Christ;

and wherever you go, the Faithful One is with you.

This is your deepest desire:

not to be securely self-contained,

but to be with God, in the most intimate way.

In compassion, even in suffering, this is your bliss.

Deep Blessings,
Pastor Steve

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Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

Holy One,
Light of my shadows and Way of my wandering,
you are the desert in whom I find myself;
you are the presence in whom, in solitude, I am not alone.
Walk with me into the wilderness of my sin.
Expose what is hidden that I need to see;
receive what is broken, that it may be healed;
forgive what is hurtful,
and bless what returns me to life.
By your grace may I find in my shadows your glorious image,
and in my broken heart your crucified Christ.
For you are my only power, my only security,
and the source of my truest self.
Gracious and Loving One,
I walk through a valley of shadows and death:
you are with me, and I trust you. Amen.

         
         

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Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net