The darkness is so near, so dense, so deep,
the sky so blank we cannot keep our watch.
We sleep beside the dying fire and ask
the stars to shine their eyes where we can’t see.

There’s little warmth, or hay for sheep to feed,
nor comfort in our need for love, for day,
for something graced or nourishing to come
our way. And so we plunge our ache, our lack

into each other, seeing there the poverty
our hearts endure, resent and fear, the void
we can’t avoid, but we can shun. And here,
so sure, your Mary births her son, and shines

your womb-light in our night. You dare to come
and share our wanting and our wounds. God, born
in us, you sanctify our neediness.
All giving and receiving thus you bless,

and birth in us your love for those in need,
like us, who hurt and hunger in the night.
As Mary, nursing, knows, to feed the ones
you love is to be fed, and our delight.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

December 23, 2020

The stars have told their stories now
and one by one nod off.
The dark begins, slowly,
to get up and open its eyes.
There is a space where the sun will go.
In the forest the birds begin.
Small things move.
It smells like rain, only something else.
Over the plains something like a bird flies
without turning.
Rising early, a mother to be
sings a haunting song.
The notes rise up out of the ground.
All the creatures know it.
We can’t hear it yet.
The earth holds its breath.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

December 22, 2020

                  In the North we pray~

Entering winter’s silent grave
we turn toward the sun.

On the longest night
the light calls to us.

Even as winter descends,
light swells.

Suffering and evil abound,
but hope hems them in.

Longest night, deepest unseeing,
there is grace in you.

Something dawning in you

comes to us.

Deep, dark
alleluias.

                   •

             In the South we pray~

Heaven and earth turn
each other’s corner.

Light, undifferentiated,
give us defining shadows!

Energy, pure beam,
become matter, opaque.

Word of light, come,
be made dark flesh.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

December 21, 2020

God, you have shown strength with your arm;
you have scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts.
You have brought down the powerful from their thrones,
and lifted up the lowly;
you have filled the hungry with good things,
and sent the rich away empty.
—Luke 1.51-53

Mary. She’s no innocent naïf, angel-stunned, subservient:
she’s young, yes, and humble, and not knowing the outcome—
but she knows what she’s doing.
She’s heard Gabriel, heard God in her flesh,
dared to trust the incendiary power of ordinary lives,
and to believe the Divine in her,
seized her power to choose,
to be an agent of God’s re-ordering of the world—
and said Yes. Yes to all of that.

Yes not just to having a baby,
not just to bearing grace and birthing love,
but to raising a son, nursing his imagination,
teaching him, showing him, preparing him
for what she knows he can do.
She takes it on.
And so takes on the Empire,
the toppling of thrones, the lifting of the lowly,
the great reversal of evil itself.

Mighty woman. Dangerous Lover.
Divine womb. Mother of God.
Adore her, not on sweet cards but protest posters.
Not with pallid piety, but in the streets,
in the raising of children baptized with Spirit and fire,
in the heavenly upheaval in your own flesh and soul,
in the Divine presence in your plain, powerful life—
adore her. Learn at her feet.
Be her child.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

Dec. 18, 2020

When Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting,
the child leaped in her womb.
—Luke 1.41

There is something of God
in you.
It leaps for joy
when it encounters
something of God
in your world.

What leaps
in you?
Honor it.
It will bless you.

Breath Prayer:
God-child … leaping

_________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

December 17, 2020

How almost we are, how partial, how dim.
Palimpsest of ourselves, rough draft carved in stone.

A cry catches in our throats, a caught animal’s moan,
over-modulated, muffled, masked, miserable, really.

So much that used to be or is not yet.
So much dis-, so much under-, so much un-.

Our clumsy erasures, the crying of our vacant lot.
Yet who we are awaits us, and waits, and waits.

The lost child, bereft, missing the You in us.
How badly we want what we don’t know we want.

Dark One, Empty One, our wound awaits you,
opens to you, the crack, the leaning, the lack. The beg.

Prayed to in us, unseen in us, bless our longing,
consecrate our unease, dilate the emptiness.

Come to us, Holy One, Whole One, Beloved,
come to us, You in us, come, and complete us.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

December 16, 2020

…and of his kingdom there will be no end.
—Luke 1.33

The little brook flows a bit higher today
after yesterday’s rain.
Some days it will flood, or recede, but
what it is doing will continue
a thousand years from now,
the flowing of water,
this bit of earth giving of itself.

The realm of love will not end.
You are part of the flow; it is given to you.
This is all that is asked of you,
not to change the world,
but to partake in what does not end,
the flowing of love,
and trust your part in the eternal.

Thus is Christ born in you.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

December 15, 2020

“You will conceive in your womb
and bear a son,
and you will name him Jesus.”
—Luke 1.31

If Christ is to be born
it will not be in a manger:
that was long ago.
Now it will be in you.
You yourself: be Christ;
bear love into this world.
Dare to believe
that what is holy
may be conceived in you;
that the eternal Word
may be made flesh
in your flesh.
All God intends
is that love be embodied,
and you, child—you
are called to bear this love
into the world.
With Mary, say Yes
to the divine in you.

Breath Prayer:
Christ … in me

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

December 14, 2020

The spirit of God the Holy One is upon me,
       because God has sent me
   to bring good news to the oppressed,
       to proclaim liberty to the captives,
   to comfort all who mourn….
    —Isaiah 61.1-2

The coming of Christ is no sentimental visit;
it is an incursion on our empire of cruelty,
insurrection against our apathy and injustice.

The babe in the manger upends our world,
and asks our hand in its upending,
to resist evil in small, fragile ways.

Some people deny suffering; some profit from it;
and some heal—not merely tending the wounded
but ending the battle.

The Incarnation of the Word is not history;
the Word of Love is made flesh whenever we love,
whenever we act for healing or justice.

The Spirit of God is upon us
to be a healing presence in a wounded world,
knowing the Emperor fears the child.

God comes, love made flesh, tender
but willing, with grace and love,
and occupies our trauma, and transforms it:

in the harsh winter a turning,
on a moonless night a welcoming manger,
at the foot of the empire a dangerous babe.

Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

December 11, 2020

           Rejoice always, pray without ceasing,
             give thanks in all circumstances.
                                     —1 Thessalonians 5.16-18

Seriously? Even with all the crud in the world?
Yes. In the rock-paper-scissors of life
joy cuts sorrow, crushes despair and swallows crud.
Grieve first… and joy comes with the morning.

These are hard days. But joy is bigger than these days.
Joy is not happiness with present circumstances,
but harmony with the goodness of God
and the overflowing of God’s delight in us.
Joy includes the universe,
and all its beauty and sorrow.
Joy dances with gratitude.
Joy plays with hope, which is trust in the unseen.
Joy sings with love, which is self-giving for another,
who is the self—a return to wholeness. What joy!

Yes, people are suffering, and others don’t care.
But some do. Rejoice!
You can rejoice during a pandemic.
You can give thanks at a funeral.
You can be joyful in prison.
You can lament suffering and injustice, and rejoice.
For joy is the healing of broken hearts,
the breaking of chains, the opening of graves,
the coming of God.

Christ does not come to make us happy,
but to stand with us in the pain of life
until joy like a seed rises.

All is swallowed up in joy.

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Weather Report

Exuberant,
though in our smallness
we think of storms as menacing.
Skies will dance, winds sing,
and the seas play and clap their hands
with the joyful energy of the universe.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

December 10, 2020