God, may my love be genuine.
May I let go what is evil in me,
and open myself to what is good.
By your Spirit in me May I truly love others:
not just to tolerate them but to honor them. 
Give me your zeal, your energy, the true desire to serve you.
Give me the faith to rejoice with hope,
to be patient in suffering, and to persevere in prayer.
Help me take the opportunities I will have today
to contribute to the needs of those around me…
to extend hospitality to strangers…
to bless those who oppose me— to bless and not to curse them.  

I am mindful of those who rejoice, and I rejoice with them.
I am mindful of those who weep, and I weep with them.
May I be present for them today. 

Give me your grace to live this day in harmony with others. 
I do not need to pretend that I am wiser than I am.
Help me not to be haughty
but to know that the lowly are my peers. 

Give me grace to not repay evil for evil,
but to focus on what is good for the sake of all.
Give me grace to live peaceably with all.
Give me your grace to feed the hungry even if they oppose me,
to give drink to the thirsty even if I do not like them.

I pray that I will not be overcome by evil,
but that I may overcome evil with good,
by the grace of your love in me.
Amen

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

August 26, 2020

O Deepest One,
I swim in the sea of you.
You, one ocean, spreading around the globe,
hold me. I am one in you.
If I swim, what next I will touch is Portugal.
Or, if I drift right, Brazil. Or Australia.
Nothing between me and Angola but you.

I float in your deep green mystery.
I look down into your unknowableness.
I give all of my tiny self to your infinity.
I float in you. You hold me.

This, the meeting of sea and sky,
ocean and land,
water and blood,
this thin edge,
in the meeting, the touching.
I cross over, sinking under.
I am a sea creature, I am sea.

I walk up the shore,
birthed, bathed, breathing.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

August 25, 2020

A fussy child
wants
and wants

inside you.
How can you give it
what it already has

without upsetting it?
Say Thank you first,
Jesus says,

then pray.
This moment—look—
the miracle unfolds.

[Mk. 11.24]

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

August 24, 2020

             Those who want to save their life will lose it,
             and those who lose their life for my sake will find it.
                                              —Matthew 16.25

Honestly, I confess:
although I preach “take up your cross,”
really, I’d rather avoid suffering.

But there is greater joy
in a deeper well than comfort.
I am not this small thing,
my bliss and sorrow in my flesh alone.
I am one with all Creation,
whose pain and joy is mine.
There is joy in bringing the world
what I most deeply wish for it.
Divorcing myself from the world
I want what is mine, and despair.
But one with the world, in love,
its joy is mine.
The cross, with its pain,
offers the deep reward of love fulfilled,
and the redemption of my wholeness,
and resurrected joy.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

August 21, 2020

                      Jesus began to show his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem
          and undergo great suffering
          at the hands of the elders and chief priests and scribes,
          and be killed, and on the third day be raised. 
          Then Jesus told his disciples,
“If any want to become my followers,
          let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.
           For those who want to save their life will lose it,
          and those who lose their life for my sake will find it.
                              —Matthew 16.21, 24-25

We’ve made it impossible to follow Jesus
by expecting our faith to protect our privilege
as if we ought to be recognized as superior,
worthy to be blessed, deserving to be treated well,
given more rights than others, and of course going to heaven.
We’ve turned it backwards. So selfish.
Jesus stands with those who are outside privilege,
denied favor or power, for their sake.
Jesus is not predicting the future here:
he’s accepting the risk of his path,
the plight of the lowest caste.
To follow Jesus—to take up our cross—
is not to tout piety but to stand with the oppressed,
to spend our privilege for the sake of those who have none,
to resist domination at personal cost.
It is to suffer for the sake of justice, healing and life.
The only claim of our faith is not to privilege,
but to God’s grace.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

August 20, 2020

                                 Who do you say I am?
                                 —Mt. 16.15

Jesus,
trickster, teacher, beggar,
on no church wall,
in no good book,
but on sad streets
and in my blood,
you are my unseen neighbor,
my secret self.
You are my divine possibility,
God-in-this-world,
becoming me, so close
I can almost touch myself.
Ruler of my heartbeat,
fountain of my blood,
Jesus, you are my Pacific,
my wind, my sun, my gravity.
You are my victim.
My wound, and my healing.
My death, and my undying.
You are my exceeding of myself,
my becoming of the universe.
You are the heart of all of us,
the One of us, the holy Little One.
You are so tiny in this world,
so dim, I must become you to see you,
yet can’t not see you everywhere,
everywhen, every who.
Jesus, you are the me I hope to be,
the giving of God to me,
the giving of me to all the world.
Jesus, you, whom I cannot have,
yet who are so deeply mine,
how greatly I praise, I thank, I gaze,
I follow, and I join you.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

August 19, 2020

Beloved,
I will be your servant today.
Whether I have important work or none,
whether many depend on me or none,
whether I face harsh challenges or banal chores,
hard work, blissful pleasure
or simple sabbath rest,
I am a servant of love and beauty,
a servant of justice,
a servant of the world.
By your Spirit in me
may I serve
with grace and joy.
Amen.

August 18, 2020

Every night
the wino sleeping on the concrete

becomes perfect, young and beautiful,
wise, and eternally beloved.

We who pass by
seldom see the miracle

unless
we really want to,

want to bear it
forever,

the pain and betrayal,
the splendor,

the question
with the little hook in it.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net
   —August 17, 2020

Courage

Be a good steward
of the courage you are given.

Befriend your fear,
your faithful companion,

wise challenger;
bear it as a shield in battle.

Offer up a generous burnt offering
of your security, your comfort.

You needn’t push yourself.
Follow the Spirit that leans forward in you.

Submit to the sun
rising in you.

Dare to be the tattered dandelion,
nothing left but wispy seeds,

floating on the unknown,
the divine wind.

________________

Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

August 14, 2020

              Joseph said, “It was not you who sent me here, but God.” 
                                                 —Genesis 45.8

Joseph is not excusing his brothers for their cruelty.
He’s seeing his own fate in a larger context—
God’s desire for wholeness.

Joseph is not suggesting God wanted him sold into slavery.
He’s recognizing the simple miraculous truth
that God is in everything, even evil and disaster.

Joseph is not suggesting that God orchestrated
his brothers’ crime.  He’s acknowledging
that God’s will overthrows ours.

Later in the story, when his brothers fear
he’ll lose the nerve of his forgiveness, he’ll say,
“You intend to do harm, but God intended good.”

Yes, your disasters are disastrous. Evildoing is evil.
But even there, God is at work.
Even in hell, God’s grace heals.

At the bottom of your pit,
imagine:
God can deal with that.

__________________
Steve Garnaas-Holmes
Unfolding Light
www.unfoldinglight.net

August 13, 2020